As I have been focusing more on creating my reselling business, I have found myself getting caught up in worry and feelings of unworthiness. The good news is that I now know too much about law of attraction to let the negativity take over. I am also fortunate to have my loving niece remind me of Abraham’s teachings when she notices that I am going in the opposite direction of my desires.
I am a big fan of distraction. When I start feeling bad about myself or about a situation that I perceive as something going wrong, I remind myself that I can only think about one thing at a time. I decide to switch gears and go for a walk, work on a jigsaw puzzle, complete an errand, draw something, watch a movie or television show or read a book. Sometimes I do that and sometimes I just feel bad and sit around looking at my phone while eating crackers.
All of it is okay. I am human. I get to experience my life as it comes to me. Every experience is valuable and every feeling is valid. The magnificence of the Abraham teachings is that they are powerful tools that help me navigate my emotions and give me more control over my point of attraction. I know about alignment with my Inner Being and I know how to get back into it.
I also know that it can be easier than I am letting it be. Abraham is now emphasizing that we focus on satisfaction. Satisfaction is also contentment, engagement, delight, interest, fulfillment, amusement, joy, laughter, fun, excitement, fascination, etc. In any moment, I can remind myself to lean in the direction of those feelings rather than in the direction of self-criticism or fear.
I am also remembering that I can focus on easy subjects that are satisfying rather than trying too hard to solve problems. I am learning to get out of my own way. I am learning to be kinder to myself and to give myself a break. I am realizing how far I have come and how much I have learned about soothing myself and balancing my energy.
We get to be exquisitely human beings on earth while we also have unlimited access to the non-physical. The blending of these two worlds is so interesting to me and the promise of it is so empowering. I want to be a blended human and I want to live a deeply fulfilling life. It is my quest to see how far these teachings will take me.
It occurred to me this morning that what I am actually pursuing is more alignment every day with the goal of becoming more and more myself each day. I want to feel the freedom and empowerment of aligning with who I truly am. I want to feel my innate worthiness regardless of circumstances. I want to become the vortex version of myself.
So, here I am at the start of a new day, eager to see what I will allow the Universe to deliver to me today.